Here's my current struggle: I’m doing all of things on my own. I wish there was someone here to share it with. Relationships are a lot of work. My life has been out of balance, and a girl can’t survive on work alone. I miss spooning in bed with someone I care about. I miss eating dinner while we moan about our day. I miss having another soul to worry about so it’s not just all about boring old me. I want to plan a future with someone...
I want to unravel myself some more to figure out why I’m blocking myself from finding love. Because it’s not just fear. Life circumstances and my own temperament are conspiring to keep me single, I’m at the edge of the old universe and wanting so badly to push through to the new one. So I’m doing the work to find my way there.
