I wish

Here's my current struggle: I’m doing all of things on my own. I wish there was someone here to share it with. Relationships are a lot of work. My life has been out of balance, and a girl can’t survive on work alone. I miss spooning in bed with someone I care about. I miss eating dinner while we moan about our day. I miss having another soul to worry about so it’s not just all about boring old me. I want to plan a future with someone...

I want to unravel myself some more to figure out why I’m blocking myself from finding love. Because it’s not just fear. Life circumstances and my own temperament are conspiring to keep me single, I’m at the edge of the old universe and wanting so badly to push through to the new one. So I’m doing the work to find my way there.

What Rules Do You Wish To Break

I wish to break ALL the rules. Every single should or have to, every regulation or standard or principle or law I have constructed, anything that measures who I am and what I do against some prescribed guide for conduct or action.

What of Your History Do You Want to Remember?

This is such a timely question for me. I think of myself as a little girl who wanted to be an artist and a writer (I have always thought that books were the most magical things on earth) and who never got the support she needed, never had anyone who believed in her.

I picture that little girl standing beside me, and even though I've spend a lifetime being my own worst critic, and hating myself, I look at that little girl and I think... 

NEW 52

I have set myself a fun project for 2013 inspired by my wonder-full creative community on line, I started in May 2013. I'm going to do one new thing each week of the year. It can be something small or something large. I might travel to a new neighbourhood or a new country. I might try a new recipe or a new kind of wine. I might explore a new language or try a new instrument...

Wishcasting Wednesday

Jamie asked: “how do you wish to spend your days?”

I wish for passionate kisses every single day.

I wish for forever cuddles with my nephew.

I wish for morning optimism.  

What do you wish to Celebrate today?

What do I wish to celebrate?